just a little down and out

First off i want to wish everyone a merry Christmas and def an awesome new year.... But this kinda of stinks cause Stan's not home with us for the holidays so i decided that we would wait and have Christmas when he gets home..... The boys well Avery understood why Santa didn't come last night and that he's making a special trip next Tuesday night for them but it still bothers me a little that all the presents are still under the tree untouched.... Me and the boys went to have lunch with Tammy and her family by the way the food was great but seeing everyone there with their family was just a little down right depressing cause my mom worked last night and my brother well two words In Laws lol ................. I know when Stan gets home we'll get to have our Christmas but i feel like a little kid starring at the calendar marking off the days and let me tell ya i can't mark em off fast enough...... so for now still counting down the days 5 more to go